It's Been a Long Time Since You Said That You Missed Me

Damn, that's surreal right there? You only come around when it's easy You only come around when it's easy Take a photograph to say look we're back again But you won't carry much around on those cold shoulders And I've been tying knots and rope it seems I'm at the end Wrote you a message but it turned to letters The letters got too long so I just let them burn away Can't fit all these emotions one piece of paper A name that meant so much that sometimes it still hurts to say And now you're holding my hand But I won't make amends Cause I don't know who I am And in my defense it's been a long time Since you said that you missed me Been a long time Since you said that you miss me Now you're holding my hand But I won't make amends Cause I don't know who I am And in my defense it's been a long time Since you said that you missed me Been a long time Since you said that you miss me You left me behind and I could see you from a distance Shut the windows and the blinds can't let no one else inside Used to wrap your arms around me in the coldest nights of winter For a moment it'd be fine but that moments not this time 'Cause time passed, you gotta let it go To zero, just leave me on my own You don't want, or you just wanna moan And then I'll be back all alone again And now you're holding my hand But I won't make amends Cause I don't know who I am And in my defense it's been a long time Since you said that you missed me Been a long time Since you said that you miss me You said that we'd be fine but are we really? See we don't ever talk and so my head it hurts again In times I feel compelled to rip my heart from my chest I settle for distractions that will help my day to end It all leads back to you Don't act like you're surprised My baby is a stoner, cool lover in disguise Yeah she keeps everything hidden and her mouth full of lies But I love her, yeah I love her, I don't care if she is mine And now you're holding my hand But I won't make amends Cause I don't know who I am And in my defense it's been a long time Since you said that you missed me Been a long time Since you said that you miss me