Encapsulate (feat. Josh Stewart)

My conscience fades Everyday's a new beginning Searching for light Deep inside the darkness of my mind No explanation For the thoughts that begin to surface I should've never got to this place I should've just gave you a little bit more space Take me away from this inadequacy I'm asking you to be my escape Watching it all play out in front of me I can't escape the anxiety Everyday I imagine this Never ending well End the end for me again Just give me time to forget These thoughts that begin to creep in Everyday feels the same I find a way to numb the pain I try all I can To keep this from affecting me The pressure builds in my head I'm beginning to lose my sanity I don't want to believe But it's time I should I'm not worth your saving Would you even bother if you could? Would you ever bother if you could? I watched it all play out in front of me I never escaped the anxiety No more days of peacefulness (For me again) Everyday feels the same I find a way to numb the pain I hope that I Won't come to find That I'm wasting all my time It's tearing me apart Don't believe everything in your head I've dealt with it from the start And you can't believe everything in your head