Exist (feat. Shape)

I'm too old to die young But this was fun I done some dirty deeds And Jesus ain't my hero I'm just trynna live 'til 33 But if I make it farther Maybe I'll forgive my father Settle down and Have some Cs I teach to walk on water If I could start this over VHS and press rewind I'd focus less on sex and drugs And stick with sex and wine Still a success to climb But exercise just ain't my habit I'm more like adderall and whiskey or a hit of acid Feeding drugs like feeding carrots to a rabbit Plus I'm rascally I get nasty on these beats I means I keeps it rashy They keep on asking for that new shit Say they got to have it But would they give a kid a dollar for his less shit I ain't mad it's just that death and taxes got me breathing heavy Maybe it's the cigarettes, or maybe I ain't eating healthy I dream I'm wealthy So of course I'm sleeping in Of course I'm hitting snooze That's like a nightmare creeping in, and I've been sinning since the first sip from the bottle Got me wicked And I drink until I over flow this pot I got to piss in 'Cause I'm not about to listen to no logic I'm too ignant I ain't a healthy self but shit I finna get malignant, man Never fall in love Never have no kids Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no bitch When you lying in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip That's why you never trust the pigs Always plead the fifth And if you copping off of me don't say my name I don't exist If you cheating on your man I'm just a ghost, I don't exist This world is cold as shit You live and then you don't exist Some depressing shit I wrote when I was getting drunk alone I should've watched the throne but I was busy watching Game Of Thrones I'm going crazy just thinking at home, making songs And hoping there's still time to fuck these bitches later on But later on I'm acting anxious, maybe something's wrong I'm popping Xany's like candy corn just to keep me calm And on and on then feed me key bumps just to keep me gone Me energizer bunny up as hell at like 3 in the morn' Until I'm yawning, so dope I'm nodding This ain't the problem You at the top before you've ever known is rocks and bottom This drink's for Asim Probably thinking that we all forgot him A lot of friends I had is gone, got to go on without them And now I'm in and out of existential funks, I'm funky I said I'll never fall in love but that don't mean don't love me This will be fuzzy when their belly full but they still hungry And you will blame the drugs, I'd rather blame the country 'Cause fuck the president Bitch, fuck you, and fuck your parents I ain't done laundry In a month I'm on some fuck these errands I am too drunk to give a beggars fuck about what I'm wearing Looking bummy on the subway, like I hope they're scared of me Never fall in love Never have no kids Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no bitch When you lying in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip That's why you never trust the pigs Always plead the fifth And if you copping off of me don't say my name I don't exist If you cheating on your man I'm just a ghost, I don't exist This world is cold as shit You live and then you don't exist