No One's Deserving

Afraid to be myself. Alone I can't be loved. I stare through your soul To find something meaningful. Something that can't grow old. I know where you are and why you're there. It's making it hard to disappear . I see you in the walls where I sleep. Your tight grip, it suffocates me. Picked last. I'm a reject. At least I was loved when I was a kid. I'm feeling the distance. It's so hard to talk when you turn away. In your home I don't feel safe. I know where you are and why you're there. It's making it hard to disappear . I see you in the walls where I sleep. Your tight grip, it suffocates me. No one's deserving to have this feeling. So overwhelming, to feel this away. Afraid to be myself.