Double Arrows Down

I'm sitting here Tired of living life that's filled with fear It's not fair I'm just sick of being scared Sometimes life deals you a shitty hand Sometimes your day doesn't go as planned But with me I feel like all I do is bleed There's days I wanna close my eyes And never wake up to my numbers high Just lay there until all I read is low I'm sick as shit of all these pricks And everybody's ignorance This needle's wearing thin And there's no end I'm sitting there In another cold pharmacy chair Standing by While they suck my veins and wallet dry I can write all these defiant songs But my life is still reliant on machines And all I do is bleed There's days I wanna close my eyes And never wake up to my numbers high Just lay there until all I read is low I'm sick as shit of all these pricks And everybody's ignorance This needle's wearing thin And there's no end Last thing I remember Before you plunged the needle I lied there shaking on this cold gas station floor Eyes are rolling back Into my skull it fades to black There's days I wanna close my eyes And never wake up to my numbers high Just lay there until all I read is low The highs and lows and insulin I'm so tired of explaining it This needle's wearing thin and there's no end