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Never a chance to say bye Needing a chance to get high Thinking about you is cruel Drowning down bottles a fool Here I go back on my bullshit again Fucked up inside but I try to pretend Things are all better if we are just friends All good relationships come to an end Left me in pieces I'm trying to mend Thought that true lovers would always ascend All problems and boundaries You say that you're better without me I find it so very unlikely Just tell me straight up you don't like me Fight me, tell me I'm always a pain Tell me I'm toxic and hurting your brain Complain, tell me I'm not a good person Explain to me that were destined to worsen Cursed and not having means to an end Not even worth it just being your friend And I know, without me your problems will fade It'd hurt you too much if I were to of stayed Afraid, I'm scared of this life here without you How the hell can I make it without you? The feelings are stronger about you Everyday I'm stuck thinking about you Thinking 'bout all of the times that we shared Moments when you showed that you really cared Finding a person like you was so rare Dragging it out for so long wasn't fair You see, the longer I loved you the more I was scared The thought of just losing you more a despair On to the point where I can't even bear The feeling without you now baby I swear I'm thinking 'bout you more than usual Thinking 'bout how you're beautiful And your body moves, and its musical And your speak to me, and its lyrical And you're beautiful... and you're... And you're beautiful Take me back to when we were kids Holding hands, touching lips The thought of love so ridiculous Asking you out just a hit or miss Reminisce on our inner bliss Lust hidden in our innocence It was natural, we were making sense Comfortable, and we were never tense To no expense, we were feeling right Bodies close, and I would hold you tight You tempted me and I would take a bite When dark was there, you would show me light And we were bright, but we were kids Not knowing what loving is Holding on to false promises Well I figured out what the problem is I keep you far from what is right Pull you away from seeing light Looks like without me you're alright But I'm fucked up and up all night Wake up to panic attacks I just want you on my back I just want... I just want... I just want you back Apologies, what's that alright for Losing sleep, I'm downing NyQuil Its killing me, like a blow from a rifle It shouldn't be so hard on me but You were the one that I found One that I crowned my queen Held you above my own self esteem Baby I thought that we were a team And we had a thing, and we had a dream Together now merrily down the stream Forever seemed distant from a dream And nothing we thought of was too extreme See when you're in love, nothing is far from reality Never give up was the model mentality But feelings change, feelings fade Can't help but feel betrayed