Lead Blankets

in my head

ain’t coming out again

think i’ll stay in bed

with blankets made of lead

it’s pushing down on me

i can’t lift up the sheets

i’m losing touch again

i’ll hit the blunt instead

left everything unsaid

always so full of dread

i don’t care i never wanna show

my true fear i’m in a fucking hole

i don’t know how to get out

i think i gotta see you

i really need to meet you

oh shit now you motherfucking see through

i thought it was so real but now i know that it’s just all in my head

nothing left for me

there’s nothing left to see

i don’t know

what to do anymore

nothing left for me