Whole (Extended Edit)

There's a hole in my heart And it keeps it from fully doing its part 'Cause the beat's already mute enough, yes Ever since you left me loveless There was a sparkle in my eye But I washed it away with all these tears that I cry And I no longer see any silver lining I'd go blind to forget your eyes shining I've run out of smiles and I cant save face When I'm spent on the tear stains that I can't erase Because they've crafted wells In my cheek bones where I was once pretty But you left me my ears that now only hear sadness A mindset that's fallen to murderous madness And I stay caged by commitments we made to this city Ooo Let me be whole And what of the darkness that grows in my head The jungle of ivy depressing my bones to my bed Maybe I'll cut myself free tomorrow But today the vines and sheets hold my sorrow I've run out of smiles and I cant save face When I'm spent on the tear stains that I can't erase Because they've crafted wells In my cheek bones where I was once pretty But you left me my ears that now only hear sadness A mindset that's fallen to murderous madness And I stay caged by commitments we made to this city Ooo I'm missing the parts that you stole when you left me After you gave more love than I had to give back And it's always a trade, or a bargain is made What you're able to lose just reflects what you lack But I'll become whole with every heartbeat And every breath will remind me that I am complete Been looking for love from somebody's shelf But I need to start with loving myself