If I Believe(revised)

It's so hard to breathe when your doubts are just drowning you out Can you believe in yourself when you just don't know how I just give it to the Lord and then I pray I've been losing everyday There's a monster under my bed And it wants me to believe That I'm weak and incomplete and not enough for Anyone or everybody I've been fighting for so long But I get stronger everyday and soon there will be No monster underneath me Overthinking the ways that my life can go right or wrong There are moments I feel like I'm flying and then I just fall Can't you see my silent cries Underneath this forced out smile Please tell me why There's a monster under my bed And it wants me to believe That I'm weak and incomplete and not enough for Anyone or everybody I've been fighting for so long But I get stronger everyday and soon there will be No monster underneath me I feel abandoned in this land of uncertainty But I will keep fighting 'cause this monster does not define me There's a monster under my bed But one day I know I'll see That I'm strong and I am loved and I'm enough I am enough I've been fighting for so long But I get stronger everyday and soon there will be No monster underneath me If I Believe