dumbass

You ready? No I do this thing where I close off my feelings And I take my clothes off so I don't have to open up to my boyfriend I told my friends that I'm fine But really, I'm losin' my mind They're drinkin', I'm thinkin' too much So I avoid them Suckin' in my stomach Side effects of fitting in Won't cut my hair 'cause I'm scared God forbid I have my own opinion It's my fear of looking like a dumbass Saying something that I shouldn't have It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back, holdin' me back My fear of never being good enough So I ignore what I want It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back But I'm over that Over, over, over, over, over Over that Over, over, over, over, over I'm over bitin' my tongue When people tell me I'm too young To say all the things that I do in my songs 17, over these side effects of fittin' in I don't know shit, let me live God forbid I have my own opinion It's my fear of looking like a dumbass Saying something that I shouldn't have It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back, holdin' me back My fear of never being good enough So I ignore what I want It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back But I'm over that Over, over, over, over, over Over that Over, over, over, over, over Over that Over, over, over, over, over It's my fear of looking like a dumbass Saying something that I shouldn't have It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back, holdin' me It's my fear of never being good enough So I didn't know what I want It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back, holdin' me