Black Rose

I feel like a Black Rose So unlucky, but so rare On the back roads Feels like you don't even care I see my shadows And I'm so dark this isn't fair I'm in a black hole It's taking over to my backbone I'm not in it for plaques, or money, or trophies I'm stuck at the bottom where nobody knows me I've been coping with dope and my homies If you can't be real, motherfucker, just blow me Man, bitch I'm stranded and damaged Demanding advantage To rise above haters who managed to challenge Me, myself, and my music They don't understand it Feelin' like i'm screwed if I don't have advantage My bruises don't heal with a bandage I wanna go ghost, I just wanna vanish Nobody gets it, god damnit Everybody had to hate it, now i'll get a placement Everyone evacuated, stuck inside a basement Nobody congratulated, needed to be vaccinated 'Cause i'm so fucking ill, making a statement I don't need payments, I just need love Praying for help from the man up above And I can not bluff, cause i've had enough And I don't know why you think this shit is easy Everybody stabbing my back, like they had to attack The only dude working, so he's grabbing a bag Came up from the roots if i'm shooting the truth I'm using all the music, getting through to the youth Unlucky but rare from the boots to the moon But i'm boosting, not sleeping I'll snooze in the booth I got a new love and she's cute and confused Like "Niko, boy, you think you can pursue this dream of music?" Like yeah girl i'm fluent I'm just a student whose starting a movement Improving my music, it's getting me through it Depression can be my amusement I feel like a Black Rose So unlucky, but so rare On the back roads Feels like you don't even care I see my shadows And I'm so dark this isn't fair I'm in a black hole It's taking over to my backbone And I'm so tired, i'm a mess I wanna let go... Not inspired, i'm so stressed I think i'll get close... To getting faded, getting stoned No ones in my phone... I'm so alone, I think I can hear my echo... Emotions are floating, I wrote this to notice I'm focused, feeling fucking frozen Like my heart opened and that shit got stolen And i'm feeling my feelings don't heal when their swollen My mistake, should've never spoken 'Cause now i'm exploding my lyrics, i'm hoping i'm near it Try to find a way out of the mess that i've been living in I'm trapped inside my spirit, DAMN And I don't mean to be so down about life That's what hurts me the most Like do I deserve to be feelings so worthless? I'm purposely now going ghost The real me, nobody knows The road that nobody goes Not looking for sold out shows When i'm feeling like i'm a fucking Back Rose I feel like a Black Rose So unlucky, but so rare On the back roads Feels like you don't even care I see my shadows And I'm so dark this isn't fair I'm in a black hole It's taking over to my backbone