I Grow Tired But Dare Not Fall Asleep

Count me out I'm heading to Ecuador No more letters We destroyed 'em all Counting coins Bits of copper crime Stare at the stars Feeling out of line Out of time Out of time Out of my body Out of my mind Maybe I've lost it Who even cares? Bury my head Until this life becomes fair And I grow tired But dare not fall asleep Who knows what will await If I fall too deep? Call it a mission Call it a inner fear But I am awake I am awake And I grow tired But dare not fall asleep Who knows what will await If I fall too deep? Call it a mission Call it a inner fear But I am awake I am awake I swear in my dreams I saved you from a fool And I was king But then I drank it all Swayed off the road Caring for nothing much Some say reckless I say out of touch I'm sick of the noise Why won't it let me be? Fine on my own But all these hands keep on grabbing me I'm taking a chair Taking a stand Taking a piss Because it seems that we can So I grow tired But dare not fall asleep Who knows what will await If I fall too deep? Call it a mission Call it a inner fear But I am awake I am awake So I grow tired But dare not fall asleep Who knows what will await If I fall too deep Call it a mission Call it a inner fear But I am awake I am awake Let's run away Let's leave it all behind Only possessions Stuff we collect in time This feels different Itchy beneath my skin Can't quite explain it Yeah I'm constantly questioning Can somebody tell me Where the hell is the inner switch? Done with the thinking Lay down like a crucifix And I want peace In my heart in my inner being But won't find it here With all this constant war mongering And I just grow tired But dare not fall asleep Who knows what will await If I fall too deep? Call it a mission Call it a inner fear But I am awake I am awake And I grow tired But dare not fall asleep Who knows what will await If I fall too deep? Call it a mission Call it a inner fear But I am awake I am awake I am awake