Synthetic Winter

Too much smoke in the summer I had a synthetic winter Got that powder in my nose I ain't feelin' like a winner Bitch my circle got smaller and my bands got bigger But that happy ass kid ran away from the pictures Swear to God up in this city there ain't shit to do So I'm coughing up my lungs fucking thinking of you And I'm with some other bitch fucking drinking for two And some pussy trying to kill me like how fucking rude Lil' bitch I gave my all when I had fucking nothing I almost threw it all away for you that's saying something Tell you I'ma kill myself you don't say shit that's not what love is I'm swerving all through the lines like I'ma crash but fuck it I almost flipped my car that night know you remember that I'm sick of thinking bout' the memories what we could've been They say shit happens for a reason man then fuck it then I guess our love is just a should've been or could've been And yeah I'm high girl And I ain't proud of it But I ain't felt shit in a minute And I'm proud of it I got that blow stuck in my nose and it keeps running out I swear I never been so high and I ain't coming down I'm drinking til' my kidneys hurting no one's saving me I remember all the shit you always had to say to me I can't believe I fell for you so hard I'm on my knees I can't believe I had the thought of fucking wedding rings I lost it all I was all on my knees But I met this girl and she praying for me When I tried to save her she said let me bleed I made this for you darling I was crawling I stood up Now I'm working while you yawning Falling out and out of love Too much smoke in the summer I had a synthetic winter Got that powder in my nose I ain't feelin' like a winner Bitch my circle got smaller and my bands got bigger But that happy ass kid ran away from the pictures Swear to God up in this city there ain't shit to do So I'm coughing up my lungs fucking thinking of you And I'm with some other bitch fucking drinking for two And some pussy trying to kill me like how fucking rude