It’s like, ion really want for nun out this shit,

I just wanna take care of everybody dats around me

Give back to mfs that looked out for a young **** when I was down ya know?

When I was down and out

Make sure they straight

Make sure my peoples straight...

I wish my brother could see this shit

Ma say she don’t know what’s getting Into me, knowing that I gotta change my ways

Dropped outta school I ain’t never went to chemistry, I was skipping to the block catching plays

See I ain’t never been the type to complain

Ima youngin bout his change that ain’t never gon change, before the rap i ah go and hit ah stain we was in and outta homes it could never be explained

But lemme take you way back when we was, in school

Before we started totin guns and breaking rules

We ain’t never had shit so we made due

Ma never let us go without had to push through

We was eating on the floor had a crate hoop

Granny wouldn’t let us leave the block it wasn’t safe too

J roc got popped I had a clear view

I was only 6 at the time it was brand new

Fast forward, just bout a year or two murder rate high in the chi this shit getting cruel

Mama said it’s enough gotta pack and move

Growing up had it rough ion pick and choose

See I’m all about murder, get put in a box tryna fit in my circle

Why come around wit intentions to hurt me?

I gave you my heart ion feel you deserve it

But I’m so traumatized by love ion feel shit

You left a hole in my heart I gotta deal with

To everybody changed on a **** gotta feel this

Now my heart so cold can’t heal this

Brother gone Shit it’s been about 2 years,

Tied of seeing mama cry shed the same tears

Tana lost his life to a wreck shit ain’t real

I Said sumn that I regret and I can’t heal

I’m fucked up, ion know how to shake back

You moved on Shit it’s hard to embrace that

Bruh tore the family apart and I hate that

You was here from the start can’t erase that

All of the time took for granted I’d take back

Broken-heart left me damaged I face that

Copeing with death was a challenge I’m stating facts

And it ain’t nun I can’t handle I’m chasing plaques

Now what? We was lost I admit to it

What you know about pain ? I been through it

So many nights where I felt I should quit music

The only thang I do right and that’s been proven

Popping percs by the 2 I been living in the booth im the god given truth and they been knew it

Heart locked in the Stu tried to give it all to you

Know that love shit foo bitch been blew it

Too solid but I can’t even feel you

Distanced myself when ya showed me the real you

Only had good intentions to heal you

Genuinely thought it was faith felt surreal too

She ain’t ride so ya left in the rear view

Yeen wanna open yo eyes see the clear view

Couldn’t swallow that pride gotta live through it

Hoe steady telling me lies I won’t forgive you

Ik **** fake and I ain’t trusting these bitches

Better my self making wiser decisions

I’m blind to the hate money blocking my vision

I gotta be great ain’t no stopping my mission

Where was you? When I was stuck in them trenches

Skipping school I ain’t care for attendance

Ain’t follow rules I was tryna make a living

Got a lot to prove so I’m focused on winning

They ain’t believe in me never needed no help

Went and got all this shit by myself

We bleed different ima grind or else

Ain’t complain bout the hand I was dealt

I can’t choke stand tall foot on they throat it ain’t given ima take shit

You must know beat the odds I was born broke but I promise Ima die rich