Stigma

I hate the way it hides among the shadows

Waiting for the slightest bit of storm

It was not my choice to be this hollow

Or to be so numb with sorrow

As I fall into the sinkhole

I pretend I'm strong when it's all going wrong

I hate the way they carry on the stigma

Even when they say we should unite

It's times like this I learn who's got my back

'Cause they don't practice what they preach

As I fall into the sinkhole

Will anybody even reach?

You know how long it takes

To see if I'm okay

There are no excuses

I'm fed up, I'm done

Had enough of it

I'm silently yelling 'cause no one seems to listen

You're so oblivious, incoherent, and inconsistent

We need to talk about it more

But you lot need some wisdom

Smiling's getting tiring under this condition

Cerebral cataclysm

There are people I put on a pedestal

Terrible 'cause there isn't a reason to

When they don't have a clue what I'm feeling

I'm sick of repeating myself

Mum isn't well, going through hell

All it takes is a message and a message only takes seconds

You know how long it takes

To see if I'm okay

There are no excuses

I'm fed up, I'm done

Had enough of it

And after I explain

It never seems to change

So I just back away

I'm fed up, I'm done

I'm tired of feeling alone

Slowly I've become

So disconnected

My eyes are red

Can't handle it

Black like licorice

Pain discomforting

My mind's abyss

My life's in bits

You know how long it takes

To see if I'm okay

There are no excuses

I'm fed up, I'm done

Had enough of it

I explain

But nothing seems to change

So I just back away

I'm fed up, I'm done

I'm tired of feeling alone

I'm fed up, I'm done

Had enough of it