My Own Grave

If these baron hands could hold you

I’d hold you tight until you dreamed

If these empty arms could bind you,

I would bind you to the broken parts of me

And if these solemn eyes could see you,

I’d watch your lips as they spoke my name

And if this virgin heart could love you,

I would love and swear I’d never love again

I never focused on the time

Now I’m believing all the lies

Now I’ve got to face the choices that I made

I dug my own grave

I always walked the line of lonely

And swore it just wasn’t my time

I thought the music kept me Holy

But it was me that built the wall for them to climb

Oh I regret the time I’ve wasted

My womb is now a vacant bed of dreams

And all those childish thoughts have faded

These words are now my only legacy

I never focused on the time

Now I’m believing all the lies

Now I’ve got to face the choices that I made

I dug my own grave