Medicate

In my head again When will this ever end Trying everything to figure it out I need some help you see I'm trying desperately To put my mind at ease The noise is so loud In this place No escape Can't erase Must be fate Oh oh oh In this misery Not who I used to be Oh oh oh Turning endlessly Just wanna get some sleep Comes in waves Flooding to my brain Should I medicate Should I medicate A dull fade to blue With little help from you The only thing I feel Burning in my lungs A constant heart attack I want my old self back How do I find myself I'm lost in the dark In this place Moments fade Can't be saved Torn and frayed Oh oh oh In this misery Not who I used to be Oh oh oh Turning endlessly Just wanna get some sleep Comes in waves Flooding to my brain Should I medicate Should I medicate Should I medicate Or endure the pain Will this ever change Should I medicate Or endure the pain Will this ever change Oh oh oh Oh oh oh Oh oh oh In this misery Not who I used to be Oh oh oh Turning endlessly Just wanna get some sleep Comes in waves Flooding to my brain Should I medicate Should I medicate Should I medicate Or endure the pain Will this ever change