Forgive Me? </3

I don't know man, I just I feel like I feel like the first step to progression is this one, ya know? Thinking back on all the time I spent Tryna live a life above the cement Tryna please a dime that didn't give a cent Aye I refused to be confused or content Just a youngin tryna help out with the rent I do whatever to collect the presidents Sell a bag if she pregnant and she want it Cause if she want it, there ain't Jack I can prevent Unless she go and have another accident Then that's a kid without they momma in the tent, yeah yeah I'm feeling sorry that it had to come to this, yeah yeah I gotta go down to the altar and repent I'm yelling please Lord forgive me of my sins He told me son I got you and don't you forget For every Jesus there's a Judas in the mix But I can keep you out the kitchen if you wish I wish my life could much better than it is I'm tired of waking up from dreams of how I live I heard the preacher say that Jesus is the fix Well, if it's true then tell me can you answer this Can you forgive me for real? Do you forgive me for real? I know I gotta forget my wrongs I know I gotta forget bads I know I gotta forgive myself I know I gotta forget past But can you forgive me for real? Can you forgive me for real? I know I gotta forget my wrongs I know I gotta forget bads I know I gotta forgive myself I know I gotta forget past Screaming Jesus like Mike Servin I'm big flexing I count my blessings in bold letters So ain't no guessing I keep that tooly tucked on me The word is my protection You scarlet letters can catch a feather You don't impress me I'm somewhere between knowing better and doing better Only difference is now I know that you're here forever How my life has been spinning, it's like you pulled the lever All sevens, it's lottery when we're in together I will never leave you nor forsake you, that's a promise no matter what that you sticking with it When I spoke as a child, I understood as a child but as a man now I know I'm covered in forgiveness Can you forgive me for real? Do you forgive me for real? I know I gotta forget my wrongs I know I gotta forget bads I know I gotta forgive myself I know I gotta forget past But can you forgive me for real? Can you forgive me for real? But can you forgive me for real? Can you forgive me for real?