Crying Game

From the dizzying heights that we fall, we fall And the tired solemnity twists in us all You can choose to forgive me or not But you'll crush me rescinding the feelings you wrought I see a notation, tells me how you feel Lacking explanation, feels somehow more real Crying in my head now My ghost is on your bed "how's it feel to be alive" Like a memory survives And i couldn't make sense of your shape In the memory As the darkness took hold of my eyes You cried (Only in a dream) The absence you left in my bed And the sadness you left took the shape of my head My heart is now broken in And the garden we tended left marks on my skin (This crying game's much too hard) This crying game's much too hard For the tears you make flow Burn a hole in my heart This crying game's much too hard For the tears you make flow burn a hole in my heart (You can chose forgiveness or not But you'll crush the memories of us) (You know that you are the only one) (And i couldn't make sense of your size Such beauty in darkness wrapped up in a lie) To suffer the loss of a friend Memories make rot of the feelings within To suffer the loss of a friend Memories make rot of the feelings within