A Turtle's Heart

Monday is a rainy day And I stay inside, letting time pass away Tuesday it is quite the same So I daydream about moments of shame Life goes around and 'round I've stumbled and stopped moving on Turn around and I realized That I have been left behind In a tiny tiny, tiny, tiny cubicle There lives a whiny, whiny, whiny cowardly turtle In 20, 30, 40, 50, 60 years My heart won't die, no matter how hard I try Today is a lonely day I pretend that I really liked it this way Tomorrow will stay the same And I can't even remember your name You're around no more, no more Though this love of mine It just won't stop Nobody-body-body-body to support My heavy, heavy, heavy but empty shell But I'm not lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy anymore Oh darling can't you see I've grown so much more Maybe, maybe, maybe you've forgiven me Oh but darling, darling, darling you have to make sure To stab me, pierce me, hurt me, kill me thoroughly You see my heart won't die though I really tried