Through Patches of Violet

How much I wished for another Better, happier, brighter future Here I am at the gate I stand Dear old times I've made up my mind How much you must have suffered through My anger (you wonder) Vulgar (forward) Awkward (sincere) Composure (manners) Here we are at the fated land Will you watch me end? (I shall make it end) Oh-oh Round and round we go Holding on to pain Driven by our egos Feelings (feelings) untold Spinning our own versions of the past That you could never know 'Cause I know I must be the reason why You have given up your smiles And the hope inside your eyes have been stolen I must be the reason why You must tell me all these lies Wishing you a better life without me by your side The message has already been said through patches of violet How much we must have diverged Hello (goodnight) Goodbye (hello) Goodnight (were ain't here) Goodbye (waiting?) Here we are, it's our final chance With your hand, do what must be done Delete Delete Delete Delete Delete, delete, delete, delete Delete, delete, delete, delete Delete, delete, delete, delete Delete, delete, delete, delete Oh-oh Round and round we go Holding on to pain Driven by our egos Feelings (feelings) untold Spinning our own versions of the past That you could never know How would I know? I could be the reason why You were able to be kind And the hearts we held so tight won't stay broken Love must be the reason why I still believe in this lie That you'll live a better life without me by your side The message has already been said through patches of violet