Isolation

As I sit here I can't feel anything that I thought was real I don't know why This institution would choose to lie Instead of absolution Why don't you just tell me what you want Let it all out in front of me Listen to me now The wolves outside the door are menacing Can you feel it digging it's way back inside? Can you fight it? Let it crawl back in your mind Breathe it in and out just let it take control Understand this hate you have will thrive full force Why can't I find a true meaning to stay alive? I push away the ones that love most But the voice inside my head is what will take this soul Can you see the pain in my eyes I know that you see clearly And I swear it's not me And I know it's controlling I need to get outta this place It's a fucking disgrace It's pulling me down under the current Get me outta this place I thought I told you to tell me what you wanted from me But I guess that's too much to ask When the fuck will you let me go I'm tired of being at your demise