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How Much Do I Hate
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How Much Do I Hate was released on May 29, 2020 by Don Giovanni Records as a part of the album When You Found Forever
May 29, 2020
LabelDon Giovanni Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM150
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

My airless apartment
Gets smaller at night
When the heat of the summertime
Mirrors our fights
In the cage of my patterns
I’ve tried to rewrite,
I’m choked by the wire
With your hands holding tight.
Scratch at my wounds until they bleed.
I grasp and I miss. Why do I reach?
And how much do you hate being wrong?
I’ve been watching
my disembodied self
portray the moods of someone else.
You can’t see
that it’s not me.
Your moods come like storms, poison runs from your mouth
Pour salt on my heart
Just to wring the rain out
Savage like Caligula,
you’d love to see me cry.
I fall asleep ashamed and dream
of empty skies....
and how much do I hate myself for hanging on?
but I’ve been walking
away from you
for months now
I'm trying to be strong
Until I can’t remember how
we “fell in love” at all.
Written by: Katie Lau
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