Going Up / Going Down

I thought I saw myself floating right out the window that night

I saw my body leaving me for a sec

I thought I had the patience to go for another night

But I don't, I know you understand that

And now Mania's stepped in on every stride that I make

I try to clear her out with excessive thought

I can sing, I can say that I'm crying to get it all out

But I don't, 'cause I can't, and I'm not

I tend to take flights, to where the air is thin

I usually follow the light to the places where it ends

Now my mirrors turned dark, guess I've lost myself as a friend

I've always known that's the price you gotta pay in order to win

I'm going up, soon I'm going down

I'm going up, soon I'm going down

I'm going up, soon I'm going down

It's alright, it's alright

I'm going up, soon I'm going down

I'm going up, soon I'm going down

I'm going up, soon I'm going down

I'm going up, soon I'm going down

It's alright, it's alright