Love Myself?

Soaking in my own filth Blood sweat and tears run down my mountain I've been climbing since the sun set Trying to keep my eyes north until the morning I can't do this anymore I don't think I love me anymore So can I go? Can you put me out of my misery? Can I go? I might be better off without a beat I need some relief I need someone's help Cuz I don't think I love myself I tried everything they said would work Talking to the mirror saying "I love you" hurts And hospitals can't do a thing No, meds won't fix my broken view of how I see me I can't do this anymore I don't think I love me anymore So can I go? Can you put me out of my misery? Can I go? I might be better off without a beat I need some relief I need someone's help Cuz I don't think I love myself Waking up in sweat soaked sheets Trying to grasp reality Wake up and hear me crying Can't you see I'm dying? In front of you In front of you In front of you So can I go? Can you put me out of my misery? Can I go? I might be better off So can I go? Can you put me out of my misery? Can I go? I might be better off without a beat I need some relief I need someone's help Cuz I don't think I love myself Oh I don't love myself Oh