The Bell

Another warning

At two in the morning

As I lay awake again

All I hear in the dark is the bell

Logic eludes me

Anxiety exhausts me

When the daybreak is my friend

But here comes the fear again

Each night I got to find

How to count the stars

Each night

I wish I had the strength

To claim, what I

Used to be back when

My life

Had purpose and made some sense

Hear my breathing

The dreams I keep seeing

Are running in my head

But I still can't find a thread

So why are they haunting?

Is it still mourning?

For I've never seen my father dead

Or is it age fucking with my head?

Each night I got to find

How to count the stars

Each night

I wish I had the strength

To claim, what I

Used to be back when

My life

Had purpose and made some sense

Each night I got to find

How to count the stars

Each night

I wish I had the strength

To claim, what I

Used to be back when

My life

Had purpose and made some sense

Another warning, at two in the morning

Hear my breathing