Close to Me

All these things I do to keep you close to me And every day's another day from what we used to be I don't know what I've been thinking 'Cause this is much like hell It's days like this, I must insist I'm not doing so well Oh no, get lost in you Like you know, I often do And I wonder if you're proud of me If you can hear me, shout at me I need to kill this doubt in me for good So help me now to let you go So I can live I think about these last 10 years And what they've done to me And I don't think it's worth it 'Cause it's just not fun to me What if I just killed myself And never spoke again? Could you make your way back through the darkness And meet me at the end? Oh no, get lost in you. Like you know I often do. And I wonder if you're proud of me. If you can hear me shout at me. I need to kill this doubt in me for good. So help me now to let you go. So I can live So I can live Oh no, get lost in you. Like you know I often do. And I wonder if you're proud of me. If you can hear me shout at me. I need to kill this doubt in me for good. So help me now to let you go. So help me now to let you go. So help me now to let you go. So I can live A-oh, So I can live A-oh, So I can live A-oh, So I can live