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If I'm honest, I'm scared as hell And I don't think that I'm doing well If you ask, I'll be doing just fine But I wouldn't tell you otherwise 'Cause a distraction, stare at my feet Rehearse a reaction so nobody sees The cracks in the wall, starting to fall, oh Run in a circle, doubling down Stay on the surface and don't turn around I don't wanna face it Don't think I can take it Afraid I might break Open eyes If I'm honest, I'm scared as hell And I don't think that I'm doing well If you ask, I'll be doing just fine But I wouldn't tell you otherwise I don't feel like I measure up 'Cause I don't feel like I'm good enough If you ask, I'll be doing just fine But I wouldn't tell you otherwise I put on a smile, I put on a show But it's only denial What scares me the most is that I believe it I never see it And it keeps on repeating Open eyes If I'm honest, I'm scared as hell And I don't think that I'm doing well If you ask I'll be doing just fine But I wouldn't tell you otherwise I don't feel like I measure up 'Cause I don't feel like I'm good enough If you ask I'll be doing just fine But I wouldn't tell you otherwise Oh, oh-oh, oh Oh, oh-oh, oh Oh, oh-oh, oh I wouldn't tell you otherwise Oh, oh-oh, oh (I don't see it) Oh, oh-oh, oh (I don't see it) Oh, oh-oh, oh (I don't see it) Open eyes If I'm honest, I'm scared as hell And I don't think that I'm doing well But I tell myself I'm doing just fine And I wouldn't know it otherwise