I was standing in the spotlight

playing by their hand, smiling for the fans, yeah

I was trynna keep my head high

do they see through me? do they see me, yeah

I was standing in the spotlight

playing by their hand, smiling for the fans, yeah

I was trynna keep my head high

do they see through me? do they see me, yeah

Looking to open up an account for me

I have to safe some time for all my enemies

ah

there's a gap in between me and them they got babies and men I've got beats and a pen, basically

don't know how I feel about it, I can not stop thinking about how life would be easy without it

Still there's a feeling I get when I get up on there and the smiles and the cheers take away all the fear, ya know?

It's a matter of something

I know

Do I have it or is this for nothing?

Because

If It is I would rather have kids, make a grocery list and just fuck all this

I was standing in the spotlight

playing by their hand, smiling for the fans, yeah

I was trynna keep my head high

do they see through me? do they see me, yeah

I was standing in the spotlight

playing by their hand, smiling for the fans, yeah

I was trynna keep my head high

do they see through me? do they see me, yeah

A diamond in rough is what you think you'll see

but really the cartier toussaint, it envies me

to the finest degree, I'm polished and cut, disciplined

Wanna touch? (girls best friend)

shining bright - tiffany's

Experimenting baby those days are over

if you find my you will find real four leafed clover

Cuz I'm special, I'm real, I'm extra, lock the deal

Can you feel what I feel?

when I'm standing in the Spotlight

VIP at elite parties

They're saying please Katrín, can you take a selfie with me

And for these three minutes I feel free and on fleek

I feel shallow and chic

I feel hollow and bleak

Cause when the sun comes up

and the music stops

you go home to be

with your families

me, I go home alone

Go to bed alone

Wake up alone

Staring at my phone

Can't you see I'm busy?

Can't you see I'm busy?

Can't you see I'm busy?

Busy being free

I was standing in the spotlight

playing by their hand, smiling for the fans, yeah

I was trynna keep my head high

do they see through me? do they see me, yeah

I was standing in the spotlight

playing by their hand, smiling for the fans, yeah

I was trynna keep my head high

do they see through me? do they see me, yeah