Miso & Memories

Tell me you ever loved someone so much That your drug of choice becomes their touch Tell me, do you always put yourself to blame Trying to maintain, trying to relight the flame? I fell right apart right in front of her door She texted me, what you are here for? Baby, I ain't no matter though When the stakes get high, I drop to the floor Been drinking away my nights to pass the time Fallin' in and out of love to stay alive I always chase a high, I know I'll never find Why is she still on my mind? Why is she still on my mind? Why is she still on my mind? Why is she still on my mind? Last fa- (Don't you know) Don't you know this is all a show And with highs come lows, so all alone on Last fall, I fell again for a summer girl Saw that 'til the end Words left unsaid circle round my head As the curtains closed, so did her act end Filled with dread over what comes next As memories fade to gray Don't you know, this is all a show And with highs come lows, so hold on Don't you know, this is all a show And with highs come lows, so hold on I'm holdin' on to yesterday Stuck in a haze, morally depraved Memories of her feed me feelings I crave She won't even look my fuckin' way Been drinking away my nights to pass the time Falling in and out of love to stay alive I always chase a high, I know I'll never find Why is she still on my mind? Why is she still on my mind? Why is she still on my mind? (I love to feel alive) Why is she still on my mind? Don't you know, this is all a show And with highs come lows, so hold on (Don't you know) Don't you know, this is all a show And with highs come lows, so hold on Last fall, I fell again for a summer girl Saw that 'til the end Now all I got are these memories Heart on my sleeve, I'm bleeding deep Over miss her soon go with celery She told me that she loved me Now all I got are these melodies Heart in my dark, perfect remedy Up on Adderall, chasing dopamine I'm letting go, let go with of me