At a loss for words
Should've dodged the curves
Now I'm off the road
With no wheel to turn
Don't think I haven't noticed
On the floor I'm choking
On the inside fires burning
On the outside I'm close to blowing
So tell me who the fuck am I?
Will I just go and live another life when I die?
Or will this pain come and go
Fucking show up then hide
I feel slipping I'm demised and forgotten
Personalities protected me often
At the end I can't pretend my brain isn't rotten
Dug myself into this ditch I always get lost in
Hope you love to hate the ways we seem to duplicate
Every situation makes me crave a snub 38
Taste the barrel in my mouth and I can't fucking wait
To see the people that I love agonize in pain
I'm soul hunting
Lost my composure lost it all
Death brings me closer as I drop the ball
Soul hunt
