Hate You but I Don't

I know it's embarrassing But I miss the smell of your cologne Look how you made a mess of me But then I guess I should've known How you'd take me for granted Fuck me up like you planned it Call it love when you hurt me And now you're off with somebody It's like you just forgot me I wanna hate you but I don't I hate that I don't know How to let you go Oh Just when I think it's making sense You hit me up again And I can't say no Oh I wanna hate you but I don't Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no I try to tell myself you're good for me But I know exactly what you are You make a girl your everything And then you leave her in the dark But how you'd take me for granted Fucked me up like you planned it Call it love when you hurt me And I keep letting you ghost me Till the moment you want me I wanna hate you but I don't I hate that I don't know How to let you go Oh Just when I think it's making sense You hit me up again And I can't say no Oh I wanna hate you but I don't Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no I wanna hate you but I don't Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no Oh, no, no, no I wanna hate you but I don't I hate that I don't know How to let you go