Trust

This year I'll be a better me Try an make peace with all my enemies Even though they coming for my legacy Consistently attacking my integrity I've been on a constant competition with myself Always on the grind I got a vision for myself Still tryin avoid head-on collision with myself Cuz when I see reflection sometimes feel like someone else's Back then we were sleeping on the couches Now I drop a pin in location right where my house is True Hard to believe they could pick you When last year I couldn't afford a Panera Pick two Walk inside the store and tell her pick two Still got some problems I need to get through Lot of thoughts in my mind that I need to sift through Cuz lately trusting people the only thing causing issues Always talk deliberate boy you know my intentions I can't mess with drama leave my name out your mentions Learning from mistakes done taught me to many lessons Man you just kick me when I'm down so you can keep your suggestions Man I've been working extra long and now she mad at me Saying home is where she at an home is where she wish I rather be In actuality need work on my spirituality Cuz in reality this world coming for my morality Its sad cuz lately I've been hearing friends be talking smack now Smile to my face but then they talk behind my back now Talk about my life now? What you even know about my lifestyle You ain't been inside my life for minute thats a light while You don't even know bout the pain I'm feeling right now Flash backs of my brother still alive every like night now Lately I just save my energy for something worthwhile Cuz I've been moving smarter man I'm trying to pick my fights now