As I write these words
I swear full transparency
I hold this pen
My hand trembles reaching clarity
As I master my voice
I soar through self loathing
I wield this mic to project my volatile emotions
There is a place within my skin i'm trying to access
A place my flaws stand trial and confess
Feeling okay is too much to ask
Saving myself is too miraculous
There are days when I am lost from within
I've learnt how to be quiet and shut myself in
My chest gets heavy
When my patience wears thin
It's too late to get out of the mess that I'm in
I'm afraid I'll will never ascend
Reality is too deep to swim in
Ill accept my fate and continue sinking
I'm afraid I'll will never ascend
Reality is too deep to swim in
Ill refuse this fate and continue swimming
There is an inner place i'm trying to access
A place my flaws stand trial and confess
Feeling okay is too much to ask
Saving myself is too miraculous
