Bargaining

Empty spaces Trying to find the words to say this I am tired of stages Telling me that I'll be better When I'm not I'm here I know we used to have it all No I'm not I'm here Wish I could've broke this fall I need you now I don't care how I would do anything I need to talk to you somehow I need you now Empty faces People don't know what to say to me Their honest answers But they can't feel the crushing weight of I don't know I know I'm here And I can't change the past And I want so bad to heal But I keep coming back I need you now I don't care how I would do anything I need to talk to you somehow I need you now What if I could've saved you If only I had been a little stronger What if's in the way of what I want to say What if I could've stayed with you If only time could've stretched a little longer What if's in the way of what I want to say I need you now I don't care how