Sleep

Too much of my life man Can't take back you know People change up With my back against the wall When its all said and done They ask who else puts in this work in the city that Im from I thought it over added up and finally reached a sum The answer to that question is motherfucking none I got a couple homies prolly turn they back and run But when you got pride like me there's no need to pack a gun Been stuck up on the streets like some motherfucking gum I get it from the mud I came up out the slums Addicted to all of the late nights I been staying up Tryna make it with this notepad SSI don't pay enough Fuck anyone that says I used my cancer as a crutch Used to be my ride or die now there's no time to say what's up Got a bunch of people that I thought was down but turned they back Now they all want my respect well bitch you gotta earn it back They all say that I got talent but ain't ever heard me rap Well I guess that that's the lesson and gotta learn from that My life is like the hardest fight that i have ever had An i went through one with cancer for a fucking year and a half Everybody else just tryna get the cash I'm just tryna live this life while it lasts Think I haven't been there but I have Down the same path and I made it back An on my back is everything that ever meant something to me An I got bruises on my knees from every pray I had to plee How could this be I was only 19 but seen things grown men haven't seen Please realized I don't mean to be mean I apologize I just need some sleep I just need some sleep I can't go on like this Feel like I've been up for a week An I can't go on like this I just need some sleep I can't go on like this Shit's getting too deep And I can't go on like this I just cant go on like this Shit i can't go home like this Compare your life to mine well just quit Cuz one days harder than your whole life's been I'm at a fork in the road my only choice is right or left To the day of my last breathe I'ma write til there ain't no writing left Had a couple homies on my side but I guess that all my riders left Well fuck it I don't need yo help I'ma do this shit by myself An I'ma keep on moving, I'ma keep on going Until the curtain close an the motherfucking show end Can't nobody tell him nah ain't nobody gonna show him Ain't talking all that drake shit when I say that its the motion But the potion that I'm sipping on is potent Said its somewhat like the dopeness that I've been overdosed with Gives me the notion to show em why I'm hoping and steady searching But when i close my eyes i still see the demons lurking so I I just need some sleep I can't go on like this Feel like I've been up for a week An I can't go on like this I just need some sleep I can't go on like this Shit's getting too deep And I can't go on like this I just cant go on like this Shit i can't go home like this Compare your life to mine well just quit Cuz one days harder than your whole life's been