F*****g Depressed

Drinkin' with Max down at the bar He told me, "don't worry" He said, "you're still young, you got time on your side" Well I said, "I'm self destructive, I'll probably die early" He said, "girl, slow it down, ease your mind" Oh well, it feels too good to let it go Oh well, it feels so good I don't know Should I go back to Florida? My salty paradise 'Cause here sure feels like hell But I'll pretend I'm alright I'm barely surviving By getting the city high Up from the top of central park Down to the low sides Where a man put a knife at my chest He stole all I had And I thought it was bad While I got hit by the taxi cab Oh well it feels too good to let it go All this pain it feels so good but I should go Make my way out to Denver It's so peaceful out west Oh yeah, the east is trying to kill me Oh, I'm fucking depressed I've been lost and confused Now for a while I try to lace up boots and walk straight But I'm just a child And they say, "you got talent, don't let it go to waste" Well it's funny 'cause I've been wasted 'bout every damn day Because it feels too good to let it go The only thing that feels good I can't say, "no" Wanna go to the desert And drink ayahuasca Oh, then maybe this veil will be lifted I can fix myself up Off to Sierra mountain Literally calling my name And to all of those people who know me And think I'm fucking insane Just know it feels so good to let you go Oh yeah, it feels so good to let it go