The Truth

They said just be patient Everything will heal in time But it's just like I'm pacing and I'm going out my mind The thoughts that I keep having that I'm always trying to fight It's like a constant battle and I'm losing every time I try to numb the pain with a little medication And it's all fun and games til you see the separation Anxiety inside of me is physically just killing me I wish I could pretend and say I know that it's just temporary Tablets that I'm given that they say will help me out The hole that I keep digging but that's not what it's about I try to tell them everything and show them all the doubt And they're just sat there listening but they can't work it out Why would I be sad I seem to have it all It surely ain't that bad I got people I can call But they don't understand how I can't be grateful For everything I have so I must be fucking mental Giving you a hand to hold to help you out a rut When you're on your own or your just down on your luck When you're trying to reach out and things begin to suck But truthfully deep down you know they don't give a fuck Whispers through the corridor, you know you'll hear your name Did you hear about how so and so is clinically insane Desperate to get better but will never ever change The drama that they caused means they'll never be the same You know what they're all thinking it's just for the attention But if they ever felt the pain maybe they would reason When someone tries to speak up don't even try to fix them Cause sometimes all they're needing is just someone to listen I can't live this lie can't cope this time can't free my mind I'm not alright Don't think about what brings you down and you'll be fine I'll be fine right I'll be fine right Maybe I'm just tired and feeling shit inside But shit just keeps me wired so it's just another lie Fake it til you make it that's the saying right But trying to ignore it is burning up inside Why can't I just choose to live here in the present Think of what I'll lose if I don't make the effort The fundamental rules in every single lesson You know you've got the tools if you focus and stop stressin' Manifest the change you know that it'll happen Cause you will stay the same if your words don't match your actions The reasons why they say there is a silver lining To choices that we make so it's not about the timing If we all learn to grow with mindset and progression We know that we would cope better with it just by knowing That you don't have to fold the cards that you've been given You are not alone in this madness you are living