Choose a Side

I can't choose a side What is wrong or right I feel Like I am paralyzed Chained to my favorite lie I can't stand to see how people lie to me How can it be Broke my trust Familiar tables turn eventually Start it real slow Early birds Coming to my show They didn't know What was going on Reactions so cold Layin my dreams down like a first snow Thought they heard a lie Nope, nope Didn't feel my nose grow No convictions inside All I heard was Humble down, sit down boy with that pride Why don't they listen Thought I caught a vision Don't Tell that's it's gonna work out Just to get me out of your face for a minute Can I take a moment Let me think Don't Talk to me when I am asleep I don't wanna miss a part of my dream Beats hitting hard so go on get to clapping Why praise something that won't even happen Tryna put me on the stand but I got my alibi Napping cuz I got God my attorney On the side now I take a bow, ya Got 12 listening, mom and my dad Ya, Crush my dreams as a kid pretty sad Won't let it derail me cuz He got a plan Should I hide Should I Should I lie Should I Threw me in a deep pit but when I rise should I Keep my gaze fixed on you You hurt me, I hurt you Should I drink this poison, blinded or looking at you I can't choose a side What is wrong or right I feel Like I am paralyzed Chained to my favorite lie I can't stand to see How people lie to me How can it be? Broke my trust Familiar Tables turn eventually Take a deep breath Open my chest Full of bad deposits while I'm Cashing my checks Scales are feeling off-balance Out of my line, thank you, next I Don't wanna hear nothing about You should have done this or should have done that My happy heart has turned black with a stabbed back Took the knife out, let the wound bleed out Ay! Better check that Keep visiting all my grudges On a platform, hear all my judges I don't make deals with my God kept Dreams, just moves Open your eyes, you'll see I am, without all apologies Make 'em bow, everybody now on their knees Broken scales breed grounds for tragedies Swipe that greedy money-making mentality Should I hide Should I Should I lie Should I Threw me in a deep pit but when I rise should I Keep my gaze fixed on you You hurt me I hurt you Should I drink this poison, blinded or looking at you I can't choose a side What is wrong or right I feel Like I am paralyzed Chained to my favorite lie I can't stand to see how people lie to me How can it be? Broke my trust Familiar Tables turn eventually I can't choose a side What is wrong or right I feel Like I am paralyzed Chained to my favorite lie I can't stand to see how people lie to me How can it be? Broke my trust Familiar Tables turn eventually Leave me in that coffin While my bones are rotten Ain't no stopping, while I'm keeping track of all my disappointments I've got options Should I hide or should lie or maybe leave my coffin Handed me the keys my destiny is greater than this agony Ain't nobody wanna notice me Keeping to your motives tryna sell me now I'm free Covering this wound has brought a ton of memories Got rip it off get a better cleaning when I make it right And tell you that I'm on the road to healing Doing what I got to do to get ahead And Knowing I'm not looking up to you I look beyond the ceiling of my pride and my grief and my failing belief But you better believe that I Thought I died But I I survived Still I Wrestle with my jealousy and my pride Still I Lost my way, I came through Left my grave, forgiven you I guess miracles still happen now boy ain't that true Ya I chose a side And I'm satisfied Now I am alive Till I die