Thinking of You

You know I read some old journals the contents disturbed me My younger me seems to be Just as lost as the girl sitting here see It's hard just to think of it rationally Am I really any farther then I was when Cause I'm just as broken hearted as I was then Falling in love then falling apart Falling in love then falling apart I don't even know how to speak from my heart Take me back to the start to the time and the place Should I even try again or would I make the same mistakes Would I fall on my face trip on a lace I used to think that for love that I didn't have the space But now I realize that I just don't have the weight Like I'm sorry ma'am you can't bring that to the gate You're gonna have to take something out And leave it behind watch it unwind get with the times Let it go (let it go) In the wind of propellers on planes In stories you write down on napkins on trains In spinning wheel of an automobiles And in the moment that you realize that everything had changed Wait, until you see what comes next Cause what comes next is Never did I ever stop thinking of you Will I ever stop thinking of you Never did I ever stop thinking of you And as time goes on, it keeps being true Stop thinking of you, stop thinking of you Never did I ever stop thinking of you Will I ever stop thinking of you? Just another girl that you're drinking about, Trying to move on but not really sure how See its the cyclical nature of things Got me tripping on things I've already seen and Sewing uneven seams into my jeans Shit that just sits like tarnished trophies on our mantels Stubbornly taking up space and keeping Other things from being put there Just notches on bedposts that Catch on our sleeves when we walk by And snag us on a drunken night Chased by everything I was racing Undone by everything that I was running from My heart was busy making other plans While I was busy trying not to fall in love To you I used to be sexy and wild and steppin' Now I feel like your younger sibling begging for attention just Give me the key to your subtle direction and I'll do what's to be expected and regard without question cuz Never did I ever stop thinking of you Will I ever stop thinking of you Never did I ever stop thinking of you And as time goes on, it keeps being true Stop thinking of you, stop thinking of you Never did I ever stop thinking of you And when I think about forever I'll be thinking of you! (vamp) All of it means nothing if you're not madly in love Search the whole world and then give it all up Maybe the things you were searching for were there all along And it's me left here just singin' this sad song Maybe I miss being in love Maybe I'd do anything not to have given it up Maybe I'd burn everything I've built to the ground and Fuck it all up just to turn this around Maybe that's just life, the journey I'm on Maybe it's not a dead straight shot into the sun All of these words can't fit in my mouth So I gotta spit faster to get them all out So unpack your baggage Leave it behind if you don't need it now But keep all your journals as records of how You became the motherfucker you are now Never did I ever stop thinking of you Will I ever stop thinking of you Never did I ever stop thinking of you And as time goes on, it keeps being true Stop thinking of you, stop thinking of you Never did I ever stop thinking of you Will I ever stop thinking of you? Yeah I'm feeling a little bit under the weather and I don't even know if spittin' these sad words will make me feel better Just singing about something that always and never was forever Regret was never really one of my words But these days it lingers on every thought every raindrop, and every bird (Flying by, in the sky, baby won't you tell me why)