Satellites & Rearview Mirrors

I can't play the sidelines Releasing these flaws of mine Tea leaves help my thoughts align I need to let go Open doors like suicide Keeping me from living life Tea leaves help my thoughts align Think I'm too close to you Satellites, rearview mirrors, and I I can't reach for the sky And for you at the same time Chipped my tooth on your pride Filled my shoes up with ice Sing your songs till I cry What you are don't make me What you know don't make life Pick a side, pick a side won't you That big forehead must be good for something, don't you Overthink it, well think a little You can't grasp what's out your reach if you stay in middle If you keep living in the past You'll have a lot of rent dude Screw or wrench you'll have to come up with something like tommy pickles It's a sticky situation tryna change fate It's like stepping on the wine and tryna make grapes But Imma do it anyway Even if that means that I'll be canceling my dinner dates A room full of fumes I'm thinking it's time to ventilate I'm not attacking you I'm just protecting my energy Power level 10,000 But who's counting thoughts flow out my pen's fountain Now you drowning, focusing on my intent Feel like 50 cent many men doubting I can't play the sidelines Releasing these flaws of mine Tea leaves help my thoughts align I need to let go Open doors like suicide Keeping me from living life Tea leaves help my thoughts align Think I'm too close to you Satellites, rearview mirrors, and I I can't reach for the sky And for you at the same time Chipped my tooth on your pride Filled my shoes up with ice Sing your songs till I cry What you are don't make me What you know don't make life I know what you're saying the saying's family first But lately I wanna skip holidays seeing family hurts A fraction of what we used to be Standing around the casket but no one will read the eulogy We're all on our phones in different rooms Shit ain't really felt like a home since my mother moved I think I'm too close to you Blood related strangers doing shit that we're supposed to do But if not for our DNA Would we even be pretending we like each other My brother showed up late and my brother don't like my brother And I can't help but wonder Maybe if I get rich I could buy time Every years a difference in allegiance on the sidelines Often conflicted Though I'd rather be ignant My friends ask me how my trip was Can't gather a sentence Shit feels a little broken at the moment But regardless of the trouble I say all that to say all this, I love you I can't play the side Think I'm too close to you Sweet as it seems I gotta let go Chipped my tooth on your pride Leaves aint freeing my mind Think I'm too close