Walk Away (feat. Key9)

You got a new man, I just hope you're happy You got a new plan and it's one without me You know I can't stand the times you would out me Don't care what they say, you're not you without me But when I closed the door all these others just opened I don't understand, the music's how I'm coping All of these years I was really just hoping That you would find me, now out my life you're going I hope you find you wherever the wind's blowing I hope you find love in someone who is open I pray you find peace and mends with your demons I pray to God you don't worry at night when you're sleeping I know times are hard, only gettin' harder I'm proof inside the lines that it helps you to move farther I promise on my life it all happens for a reason It's not much to promise, but I'm workin' every evening Inspiring these kids like you would always tell me But I'm too fuckin' proud to ask anyone to help me Really I don't want what you plan to hand to me I've lost all I love plus my own fuckin' sanity Lost the girl of my life and I'm only left with memories Export all these feelings, but somewhere they're still rendering And part of me wonders if maybe you're still into me But I know what's true and it's not a good ending Why you leaning on my heart when I'm begging you to stop I'm addicted to you baby Could you sing me something maybe Yes I wanna be your baby But you're too much of a devil And I'm on a different level Yes I'm on different level Fly that shit back to Tuqedes Call me when you better, better Need that love that lasts forever Yeah that good shit make her wetter Heart right on your sleeve Did it pain you to stay with me It's okay if you don't stay Wipe my tears and walk away Why can't I write unless I'm in pain The blessing's a curse, but disguised in the fame And I almost cry when I hear your name Because it reminds me of all that we've made You don't want kids, that's fine, it's okay I'd give that all up just to be with you babe Forget all the offspring, these lyrics I'm coughing Could be all the reason we'd live in LA I never imagined a future without you I'll try it right now, but I'll never denounce you But now I have to, and it hurts being without you Cuz I feel like I'm not even me without you What's me without you? What's a car without gas Can't even function when I think of our past But it helps me to write so I guess it's not bad But it kills me inside to know we'll never last When I think of our kiss my mind'll start buzzing Tasted like cigs, that shit was disgusting But I never cared, baby that's loving How could you move on like we were just nothing Now wherever there's smoke I hear your name Whenever it happens, I feel that pain The pain of losing someone to something you love, Honest dear God, there's no greater pain Why you leaning on my heart when I'm begging you to stop I'm addicted to you baby Could you sing me something maybe Yes I wanna be your baby But you're too much of a devil And I'm on a different level Yes I'm on different level Fly that shit back to Tuqedes Call me when you better, better Need that love that lasts forever Yeah that good shit make her wetter Heart right on your sleeve Did it pain you to stay with me It's okay if you don't stay Wipe my tears and walk away We'll never have love, at least not together But you can find guys like God changes weather But me finding girls? That shit is a challenge My fucked up heart, don't think no one can salvage All of my pain has given me love My thorn and my rose both come from above The focus on music can get oh so tough When you've always been stuck but you're seein' the doves The pieces are more, the nights full of mourn Can turn into something that's greater in form So you sit down and worry, reflect on the journey Act like it's a tourney, your passion is burning You look at the spot, it's no longer too hot You're almost there so you start thanking God You've given it all and just hope you can have it This is what comes with makin' it happen I've gained a dream and lost one I knew that it would cost some But I never thought it'd be you This wound feels like a shotgun I want you to know my biggest mistake My only regret was letting you go Through all of these psalms and all of these songs I hate being wrong but I'm letting you know Why you leaning on my heart when I'm begging you to stop I'm addicted to you baby Could you sing me something maybe Yes I wanna be your baby But you're too much of a devil And I'm on a different level Yes I'm on different level Fly that shit back to Tuqedes Call me when you better, better Need that love that lasts forever Yeah that good shit make her wetter Heart right on your sleeve Did it pain you to stay with me It's okay if you don't stay Wipe my tears and walk away