6HRS

I hate myself every morning But give me a second to change Please, thanks, excuse me, I'm sorry Yeah I know, how to fool Crooked Smile even now I don't know is real But I don't like to think about it. If someone could save me from myself, I wish they would But I'm either overthinking or misunderstood All of the lies I place with caution won't stay put 6 hours and it's out of my hands 6 hours til I'll wake again Last Door down the hall New frames on the walls But It's always the same. Lost pride and self control Bitter pill but down it goes A familiar taste. Down at the water I'll drowse and drift away I'd take the fault if I drown and so I pray Knees pressed to the floor I'm begging you but I'm sure That I know what you'd say I know, I know that I've been better off To tell the truth I'm insecure and just a bit dishonest But maybe more honest than I should've been I know, I know that I am bitter often I know I never seem to finish what I always start I know I shouldn't show my hand before I see the cards But I couldn't help myself and now I think it's over Pull focus, I'm always thinking, I'm overloaded I could fall through the cracks, through the glass, sinking fast Thinking I'm overdue, overdone, overthink everything that I was I wanted something more than I could see Maybe it's more than I am or I could be Do you think you could see me? Do you think you could see me? In color not black and white since I was born But now there's no feeling Yet feels like I'm losing a part of myself Said I used to know me, I used to know who I was Patience and grace is now burdensome Nothing but burden under the sun So I turn the key and just let it run.