A new life is what I seek

Please help me find it

I thought I understood

But I'm too damaged

I'm climbing up, you're pushing down

I'm getting nowhere

I'd rather die than live inside

This backwards fantasy, alone

I left home for a while

Sought truth and promise

Got lost along the way

But I'm still fighting

Why am I used to the abuse?

I'm nearly broken

I'd rather die than live inside

This backwards fantasy, alone

I spin round in circles

Faster, never stopping

Harder to catch my breath

Signs point right, I turn left

I spin round in circles

Faster, never stopping

Harder to catch my breath

Signs point right, I turn left

Take it all in stride

One step at a time

Take it all in stride

One step at a time

I'm climbing up, you're pushing down

I'm getting nowhere

I'd rather die than live inside

This backwards fantasy

Save me