I'll Be There Soon

Imagine feeling like you had now theres nothing left Imagine feeling like your falling to your fucking death I look in the mirror and i don't even see myself I see a image of the person that i don't wanna be instead Tryna be a better man all i see is a mess They won't ever understand when am feeling depressed I lost a baby with this girl and it fucked with my head And then we lost another why the fuck did that happen again Feel like am repeating myself in every lyric I feel like going round in a circle every minute Am blowing smoke for the pain but it will never kill it Now am drinking up as if i like the room when it is spinning Confusion everyday i don't like what i vision Ment to be a fisherman in men but i ain't fishing Losing everyday and wondering why i ain't winning Isit because am a failure or isit because am sinning I know bruddas that wouldn't even cook there mum a dinner But he can whip a rock of crack up when he's in the kitchen And he ain't worried about his mummy going hungry listen He just wanna take over the block and all his opposition I was wishing for a kid but there weren't nothing kicking I wake up everyday and feeling like there's something missing Freedom everyday but feeling like am in a prison Am just reminiscing on the days when all we knew was kissing I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon I'll be there soon I'll be there soon I'll be there soon I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon Making a move I'm making a move I'm making a move I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon I'll be there soon I'll be there soon I'll be there soon I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon Making a move I'm making a move I'm making a move Look i been working i been trying til am getting ill Made a promise to my mummy that her son will never kill But the life i live is dangeous in rainy weather still Youngers on the corner shottin dotting with there wetter still Is he really dumb or does he just not know a better life He can't get a job and he don't wanna work for any guy He don't wanna stab anybody but if you tell him lies Domination all over his head your getting terrorised That's how it goes when your living life on the road Are you going to live to see tomorrow you will never know Blowing smoke room spinning round like a merry go Lady getting to attracted gotta tell her let me go All this pain that i carry yeah i gotta let it go I ain't never been broken i've only been semi broke I just want my kids better then me and am a tell em so If you wanna talk to me just call me through the telephone I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon I'll be there soon I'll be there soon I'll be there soon I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon Making a move I'm making a move I'm making a move I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon I'll be there soon I'll be there soon I'll be there soon I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon Making a move I'm making a move I'm making a move