I Can

I don't know how long I've been laying here Staring up at the paintwork on the ceiling Just want the whole damn world to disappear That "Oh my God, I've really done it" feeling Replaying it all, the rise and the fall, Your voice in the walls, just feeling so small The pain in your eyes, too real to disguise, You pulled out the drive, it felt like goodbye And I'm the reason why We could have had a love that gave us all we need And we could have made it if it wasn't down to me I wish I was running down the hallway begging please just take my hand I wish I was crying that I just can't live without you But the truth is I can, I can The truth is I can, I can Just so good to me you were never wrong I guess that's what I am right now And boy we really had something beautiful Until I turned the whole thing upside down We could have had a love that gave us all we need And we could have made it if it wasn't down to me I wish I was running down the hallway begging please just take my hand I wish I was crying that I just can't live without you But the truth is I can Never meant to break your heart Knowing this ain't what you want No one wants to see the end I wish that we could just be friends, but we can't And it's my fault, yeah it's my fault We could have had a love that gave us all we need And baby I'm sorry that you stood and watched me leave I wish I was running down the hallway begging please just take my hand I wish I was crying that I just can't live without you But the truth is I can, I can The truth is I can, I can