Feelin

Spent the winter pretendin' I'm okay

And I love a sinner 'cause they look the other way

But I been goin' under, pretendin' that I'm okay

I'm a girl of thunder, wishin' all the world away like

Wine with dinner, I talk, but I don't say

How I been feelin'

How I been feelin' about (hey)

All of these feelings

Or do you want me now?

How I been feelin'

Pretendin' I'm dealin' without (hey)

But I ain't feelin'

Or do you want me out? (Ha)

Was it easy deciding you're not mine?

Do you feel me? Do I ever cross your mind?

And I hate that you affect the way I feel at all

I don't deserve to find my footing just to fall, and

Wine with dinner, I talk, but I don't say

How I been feelin'

How I been feelin' about (hey)

All of these feelings

Or do you want me now?

How I been feelin'

Pretendin' I'm dealin' without (hey)

But I ain't feelin'

Or do you want me out? (Ha)

Now, voice, I don't need you to crack

No tellin' what you might say that I can't take back

And I don't think I can open up the door

I'm afraid to give a voice to what I'm wanting for

So I don't, or I can't, or I won't

But it's like I'm goin' crazy thinkin' about, mm

How I been feelin'

How I been feelin' about (hey)

All of these feelings

Or do you want me now?

How I been feelin'

Pretendin' I'm dealin' without (hey)

But I ain't feelin'

Or do you want me out? (Ha)