I've got a lot of things to think about before you go and read these cards to me

It's a lover's letter

I can't forget her

I've got a lot of places I want to go before I go back to the place I live

It's a constant dreading

Of paranoia

I've got a lot of poems I want to write, a lot of life I'd love to give to you

It's an easy decade

If you want it

But I will save

What I've been holding tight

What has gone and passed over

I've got a lot of changes in my life I'd like to make before its gone from me

It'll be a while to get it right

So I hope you keep me company

She counts the lines on my hands

I know its bullshit but at least I don't feel lonely

I've got a lot of time I'd like to spend before they go and take it all from me

A life with my son

But I'm only human

But I will save

What I've been holding tight

What has gone and passed over

And all my words, won't live up to the bitter nothing

I can taste it

I've got a lot of changes in my life I'd like to make before its gone from me

It'll take a while to get it right

So I hope you keep me company

She blows the candles out and I get up

Reach in my wallet just to pay the lady

She never does quite get it right

But it's not the destination, it's the journey

Or something dumb like that