Depression

Time that we unmask, it's time that we go ask (Yeah) It's time that we unmask, it's time that we go ask What's depression feel like? (I can't feel nothing) What's depression feel like? (I can't feel shit) What's depression feel like? (I don't know, I don't know) It feels like I'm curling my lips up, but I'm not really smiling It feels like hotlines, therapists, but I don't feel like dialing It feels like I can't run away from voices in my head It feels like got so much to do, but can't get outta bed It feels like nothing at all, I'm too numb to be sad It feels like the whole world crashing down, but can't even tell you what's bad Like Hype what you even depressed for? Like are you just a little stressed, or? But don't y'all know depression don't need a reason? And I don't know if mines severe, but wonder when it's leaving Cause it's been eating at me, I don't believe in happy Cause it's been eating at me, I don't believe in happy I'm believing in myself til I feel the casket I've been up high holding onto dreams I've been down low smoking on these trees And I feel all the shade, I don't feel the breeze I don't wanna part ways, but I've been parting seas Just to seize hold of what it all means Think I need hope, let go of these screams Let go of these screams (Screams) Let go of these screams Let go of these screams Let go of these screams, let And I've been trying so hard And I've been trying so hard And I've been trying so hard Just to live a little, just to dream a little Just to feel a little, stuck up in the middle But depression in my way, but depression in my way But depression, but depression in my way I've been trying so hard I've been trying so hard