Angels vs Demons

Feelin' like the old me, you heard? When I was hungry for this shit, man Still hungry too, uh (Ayy, Benjamin, he got benjamins) Uh I'm back to my habits, back to my ways Back to puttin' that 'yac to my face Back to dumpin' these ashes in trays Back to who I was back in the days Back to the grain Can't believe I actually changed Talked about gettin' rich, now I'm actually paid Swerved a little, got off track but now I'm back in my lane Life is good, yeah, but I always relapse to that pain Mental health is a stain, them thoughts in the back of my brain Man, fuck love, them bitches ain't deserve the love that I gave But when I fucked I always made sure that they actually came When from trappin' to fame, crazy, now I'm trapped in the fame And I be switchin' bitches like I switch hats, it's a shame With this game, you either lack or you gain, or both 'Cause I just made a rack and blew that on a chain But I'm self-made, back in that booth, back on that stage And when you independent rap pays No cap, man And I got a hundred demons in my rearview But the money up ahead and it's a clear view If you ain't loyal like I'm loyal, I don't feel you 'Cause where I'm from that type of shit will kill you Uh, three in the mornin' sippin' this Henny Thankin' God for these Ms, came from a pocket of pennies Haters talkin' that shit, that's the Devil just tryna get me Thank you to who defend me, but opinions never offend me, nah I'm a livin' legend man, I swear to God That lil' homie doin' seven, he was pitchin' hard But he gotta take that L 'cause he ain't snitchin', nah This lifestyle got me hooked, just like a fishin' rod Call me a bitch all you want, just know that bitch in charge Tell all these small money niggas I'm really livin' large Just know I keep the .40 on me, ain't got to send the squad I be doly most of the time 'cause bitch I live with heart But when they killed my brother, it ripped my shit apart I buy this ice so I can shine 'cause my heart is dark These VVs, what's the difference? Just a different spark I'm a dog and you a dog, but I bite, you bark And I got a hundred demons in my rearview But the money up ahead and it's a clear view If you ain't loyal like I'm loyal, I don't feel you 'Cause where I'm from that type of shit will kill you And your life can change, as long as you still you And when they throwin' bricks just let it build you If they movin' funny don't let 'em near you And if they don't respect you make 'em fear you